Question for God

• Where are you?
• Why did Camden have to die?
• Why did you let us meet him and hold him to only take him away?
• How could a woman who had little trouble getting pregnant the first two times, not get pregnant through IVF?
• Why has every infertile person in my life got pregnant and I have not?
• Why has everyone going through the adoption process been able to adopt, and we have not?
• Why did birth mom #1 Change her mind?
• Why did Christian Adoption Consultants match us with the most unprofessional and illegal adoption agency in America? 
• Why can anyone have a baby, but good people have to jump through hoops to even be considered to adopt a child?
• How can good people, continue to experience bad things?
• How can I complain about my life, when I know I have so much more than a lot of people?
• Why do I have a house, clean water, food and money, when others do not?
• If we're called to care for mothers and orphans, why aren't you allowing us?
• Do I not believe in you enough to reap the "God" benefits? 
• How can American have so much but be so unhappy?
• Why can't money buy happiness?
• If we had money we could use a surrogate or have a baby a different way. Don't you think that would make us happy?
• Why are there children suffering right now?
• Why are there families who want to grow crying right now?
• We have been in foster care for 3 weeks and already had two placements that fell through? Why?
• Did I make bad decisions which ultimately ended in a long line of sucky things happening to me?
• All those people raising their arms in worship on Sunday mornings, are they closer to you than me?
• Why do I feel nothing when I pray, sing in worship or sit through a sermon?
• Is church the only way to you?
• Since I've told you I hate you on numerous occasions, have I forever lost my spot in Heaven?
• Why can't I be content with Cali? Why do I want more children?
• How can I be happy again?
• Do you hear me?
• Are you real?
• Is it silly to think there is someone out there who could answer these questions?