Question for God

Where are you? Why did Camden have to die? Why did you let us meet him and hold him to only take him away? How could a woman who had little trouble getting pregnant the first two times, not get pregnant through IVF? Why has every infertile person in my life got pregnant and I have not? Why has everyone going through the adoption process been able to adopt, and we have not? Why did birth mom #1 Change her mind? Why did Christian Adoption Consultants match us with the most unprofessional and illegal adoption agency in America? Why can anyone have a baby, but good people have to jump through hoops to even be considered to adopt a child? How can good people, continue to experience bad things? How can I complain about my life, when I know I have so much more than a lot of people? Why do I have a house, clean water, food and money, when others do not? If we're called to care for mothers and orphans, why aren't you allowing us? Do I not believe in you enough to reap th...