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So I hope this blog makes sense and provides you with you some idea of whats going through my head these days. It's been a while since I've taken time to sit down and write out my thoughts. One, because I started a new job, which consumes a lot of my time. Two, my thoughts and my feelings have been all over the place and I haven't been able to truly work through them yet. And third, I'm not really sure if I'm totally qualified in writing about the grieving process because I'm still so much in the mist of it all. I think there are people who see Chad and I and they believe we're on the other end of this grief process. I even fooled myself into believing that a few months ago. There was a split second when things felt normal, life felt exciting and changes were on the horizon. But in no time at all things were gloomy again. Bad news from the doctors, feeling distant from God and the church & feeling trapped in a vicious cycle of depression and anxiety ha...