A love that never dies
Today marks 4 mothers days since Camden has passed. I can vividly remember my first mother's day with out him. I didn't want to go to church. I didn't want to be celebrated. I just wanted to hide and stay off of Facebook. Even though I was still a mom to Cali, mother's day was just not the same after February 25th, 2014. Since then, I've had a mother's day after 4 failed IVF treatments. I've had a mother's day very quickly after our first failed adoption and now today we're celebrating a mother's day with a birth mom carrying our child. Our journey has been bizarre and somewhat unconventional. Mother's day holds an entirely new meaning to me now than when I was growing up. I've always thought mother's day was meant for hand made crafts, perhaps breakfast in bed and a flower given to you after a church services. While all of these things happen, it's truly a time for me to reflect. And today as I reflect on what motherhood has me...